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bye!...

I want a boy.
A nice and bad boy.
A boy who has shaggy hair and lets me play with it.
He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga.
He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt.
He’ll stay home with me and watch Disney Movies.
And he'll tell me he loves it even though he doesn’t,
and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me.
.He'll call me at 3am and ask me what i'm doing.
He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me,
and he needed to hear my voice.
He’ll IM me every morning before school saying "Have a great day babe
I love you!".And he always whispers something sweet in my ear.
He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band.
And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his
friends.
When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tearHe'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to
say to me.
All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to
them.
He'll stay up with me all night when im sick.
When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it
behind my ear.
He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect.
We always end up laughing about silly fights.
We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at
every bit of it.
Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of
me ... Every time he kisses me.
He'll tell me he'd die without me.
He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having
a bad day.
He would think I was beautiful if I dressed so crappy it was classy.
When we go out fo ice cream he'll put some on my nose … then I'll put
some all over his face.                                          
And we just never stop laughing.
he wouldnt be scared to cry in front of me-- --and would hold me when
i cry ..
he'll introduce me to his friends as the coolest girl he’s ever met.
He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from vending machines.
We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far
we could jump off a swing.
He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch snowflakes on our
tongues
He doesn't even like snow, but I love it.
He would grab my waist and kiss my neck.
And we'd always take pictures in photo booths.
He’ll let me go places with his mom.
We would play tag and not care whos watching. We’d kiss in the rain.
And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again. I want a boy
who can argue over stupid things with me, and then go totally soft when
I got sad and apologize. I want someone who would lay with me outside
under the stars.
Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house
When we kissed our hips would be pressed together.
I want someone to be there no matter what ... always and forever
Perfect.
I'll be his everything.

josh i know you dont know me well enough to here this but i want to let you no that i am praying for you and that i hope you, had a great life and hopefully and you still will... i hope that u get better as soon as you can!!

i need  a boy soooo bad!
i wish i had the old one.... (liken one ;))

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ok well... formal was a blast...(well kinda)lol! The after party was funn lol! but anyways jessi and harrison are now going out!!=\ its all good...yeah right now im listing for a song to sing for the talent show wooo hooo.. i'm thinkin' about concrete angle! yea soo...hmmm.... nothing funn is goin on..right now..oo shoot i forgot i got my hair cut and bangs lol its look like shit lol...welll im gonna go and head on out...

FRiEND --? calls your parents Mr. & Mrs.
BEST FRiEND --?calls your parents mom & dad
FRiEND--? has never seen youu cry
BEST FRiEND--? has always been the best shoulder to cry on
FRiEND--? never asks for anything to eat or drink
BEST FRiEND--? opens the fridge & make herself at home
FRiEND--? asks youu to write down your number
BEST FRiEND--? they ask youu for their number because they can`t remember it
FRiEND--? borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back
BEST FRiEND--? has a closet full of your stuff
FRiEND--? knows a few things about youu
BEST FRiEND--? could write a biography on your life story
FRiEND--? will leave youu behind if that`s what the crowd is doing
BEST FRiEND--? will always be with you
^i took that from Elise!!SRY

i found a song to sing for the talent show!!She walks to school with the lunch she packed
Nobody knows what she's holdin' back
Wearin' the same dress she wore yesterday
She hides the bruises with linen and lace

The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask
It's hard to see the pain behind the mask
Bearing the burden of a secret storm
Sometimes she wishes she was never born

Through the wind and the rain
She stands hard as a stone
In a world that she can't rise above
But her dreams give her wings
And she flies to a place where she's loved
Concrete angel

Somebody cries in the middle of the night
The neighbors hear, but they turn out the lights
A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate
When morning comes it'll be too late

[Repeat Chorus]

A statue stands in a shaded place
An angel girl with an upturned face
A name is written on a polished rock
A broken heart that the world forgot

[Repeat Chorus]

<33..meghan
i wanna boy who loves me....<\3

Leave me some

01. Been Kissed?: hell yea

02. Done drugs?: i hate those...

03. Eaten an entire box of Oreos?: omm to think no.. but cholate chip sookies yea.!!

04. Eaten sushi?: ehhca  noi dont eatfish.m,cbxkgjd nasty

05. Been on stage?:ALL THE TIME!!..

06. Gotten in a car acident?: no im safe

07. Been to a concert: yeah

08. Loved someone so much it made you cry: not loved butliked 

09. Cheated on a test: hm.. yea

10. Done something illegal: haha oh yea

11. Ever stalked someone?:  some hot guy haha yea

Do you prefer?

12.cold or hot: hot

13. Blue or Red: red

14. Rain or snow: rain (so i can kiss someone in it)

15. Wool or cotton: cotton

16. Private school or public school: i dk to be honest

17. Chocolate milk or plain milk: chocolate

18. Spring or fall?: spring=)

19. History or Science?: o shott history!

20. Math or English: math

21. Do you like someone of the opposite gender right now?: yes

22. Do they know?: idk

23. Who's your funniest friend?: jenny n lauren

24. Who's your craziest friend?: AMYA n JENNY

25. Who do you e-mail the most?: i don't email im too coolfor that 

26. Who's the loudest?: jenny and he great laugh haha

27. Who's the shyest?: no one haha we all dont  care what people care about us.. if you have a problem hahagoto hell and deal with us haha

28. Whose parents do you know the best?: hallies

In the past 24 hours have you:

29. Showered or bathed?: yeah

30. Had a serious talk?: yes

31. Hugged someone?: hell yea i hug EVERYONE

32. Gotten along with your parents?: yeah I love my parents

33. Fought with a friend?: no

Do you like to:

34. Give hugs?: yeah

35. Give back rubs?: no

36. Take walks in the rain?: yeah its cute!

Which one of your friends...

37. Knows you the best?: hallie

38. Have you known the longest: hallie

39. Do you know the most about?:IDK

40. Best Buds: Everyone

41. Most likely to end up in jail:  >Me<lol

42. Single or Hooked?:sadly single

43. Have you ever had an online relationship?: o hell no

44.What is your worst habit?: no  listening..

45. Scariest Moment?: psh! im never scared i can kick anyones ass or anythingsass6.

Do you swear too much?: yea i should stop

47. What do you feel bout "it"?:  i thinkeveryoe should wait till marriage!

48. Do u dress like a /prep/snob/sporty/trendy/or none?: feels on the mood..i love to where my chucks!

49. Where are you?: underaroof

50. Are you sitting by anyone?: My father

51. What color trousers are you wearing?: what the heck is trousers?

52. What song are you listening to right now?: nothing im watching tv

53. What is the last thing that you said?: noting  im  watching t.v

54. What's on your mouse pad?: iim o n a lap top (or is  that one word?)

55. What are the last 4 digits in your phone number?: i have to many numbers

56. What was the last thing you ate?: BKwith malo!!!

57. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?: i donno imnot a caryon

58. How many buddies do you have on your list?: 199

59. How's the weather right now?: mm kinda nice

60. What do you feel like doing right now?:  i feel like ishould talak to aguy that lovesme!! o wait thats noone!

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it

does not bost, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not selfseeking,

it is not easily angered, it keeps

no record of wrongs. Love does not

delight in evil but rejoices with the

truth.

It always protects, always trusts,

always hopes, always perseveres.

Love never fails.

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 BABY EMINEM! HAHA ((its padrick)

thats my cusin kayley and i.. lol a while back ago =)

  haha thats padrick and  tommy!!  lol they are my cusins too lol i love them too death!!

haha thats padrick on holloween =}

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                                     to a true Best FRIEND(ashleigh)

we havent talked in like forever.. i feel like were not close as much as i wish!!.. your my like everything i mean i use to be able to talk to you about anything now i feel like i barley even know you.. i mean i have soo many bad times with my father and you were always the one that was there for me and every single time i try to call you..your never there.. i miss you soo much!! i mean iv lost soo many friedns latly since paige  left ((u were there for me).. now katlyn and kalina are moving and i just donno what to do! im not trying to say that im mad at you for "not being there for me" but im just saying i miss you!! i mean you have been there for me every step of the way!!! i mean please you gave me THE BEST birthday  present ever!! lol thanks again!!  ihope you understand what i am trying to say.. i love you very much.. and i hope we can start talking again!!